Erina Marianty Ramdhani

  Mindset mesti happy I know.. kadang bisa sampe lupa kalo lagi kena kanker Kadang.. apalagi kalo pas baca orang-orang yang lagi berjuang kanker naturally.. Trus meninggal... like.. I can't.. Langsung down banget..  Insya Allah sembuh.. Semoga Allah ridhoi aku buat sembuh..

 So the cancer is back.. My back been hurt so much for the last... 2 months maybe And me and my husband decided to get it checked Through MRI.. And... tadaaaa.. it's back! I feel like that man in Harry Potter that finally believe that Voldemort is back and said: "HE'S BACK!!" Hahahahahahaha... Yeah.. not really funny Nana..  I  find writing is pretty therapeutic though.. I'm trying to write everyday.. Maybe I will even write an obituary.. Or even make a video of everything.. every solutions of every problems that may come up in life.. For my kids.. and my husband.. so whenever they miss me... You know.. Sigh.. Sometimes I feel like I'm dying already..