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The Cancer is Back..

 So the cancer is back..

My back been hurt so much for the last... 2 months maybe

And me and my husband decided to get it checked

Through MRI..

And... tadaaaa.. it's back!

I feel like that man in Harry Potter that finally believe that Voldemort is back and said:

"HE'S BACK!!"

Hahahahahahaha...

Yeah.. not really funny Nana.. 

I  find writing is pretty therapeutic though..

I'm trying to write everyday..

Maybe I will even write an obituary..

Or even make a video of everything.. every solutions of every problems that may come up in life..

For my kids.. and my husband.. so whenever they miss me...

You know..

Sigh..

Sometimes I feel like I'm dying already..



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