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it's weird to have this ugly feeling toward a cartoon character males banget sebenernya gue, tapi nyuekin juga ga bisa she's so arghhhh it makes me really uggghhhh deep down inside gue rasa cowo gue naksir ama tu kartun, at least used to semanget banget ngomentarin apa yang kartun tulis blon lagi kalo cerita tentang Kartun matanya berbinar gitu.. tipe dia banget kan, ga pernah cemberut katanya, slalu ceria beda banget ama gue yang sangat tergantung ama cowo gue gue upload foto2 gue just to have his comment.. just to have a simple kalimat dangdut yang bikin semua cewek senyum:  "wah cewek gue cantik" tapi seperti gue duga, dia sama sekali gak komen.. malah lagi2 dia komenin foto si kartun lagi, kartun lagi I have to say, mungkin gue ga seharusnya ngerasa kaya gini, mungkin semua ini karena rasa insecure atau mungkin gue pengen ngerasa dianggep.. diakuin sebagai ceweknya dimanapun dia am I asking for too much?
cowok gue ngecek apa gue baek2 aja lewat status di facebook.  kalo gue maen game melulu berarti gue baek2 aja.  dia gak tau gue sakit, muntah2 mencret2 berkali-kali ampe ga brani masuk kantor takut pup di celana, nunggu telfon dia dari kemaren karena kemaren dia bilang mau nelfon, dan berusaha maen game sebanyak mungkin supaya gue gak mikirin dia.  kemaren dia sendiri yang bilang kalo dia mu nelfon gue dan gue liat kemaren jam 12 malem dia online... tapi nelfon gue gak bisa gue selalu mikir kalo status di fb itu ga penting banget, totally just for fun dan cuman ngegambarin keadaan orang paling 1 persen nya doang.  ga nyangka ternyata status di fb bisa ngegantiin telfon dan sms yang menurut gue lebih private dan "dewasa" dalam sebuah relationship.  dan dia mu nelfon gue kemaren kan buat ngomongin our wedding venue.. ah..  sedih? iya.  banget.    GUE SAMA SEKALI TIDAK BAEK2 AJA DAN TOLONG JANGAN NILAI KEADAAN GUE LEWAT ...
out di kaka gue It’s totally... fun Really I ate... sausage.. rice.. and corn! fun huh???? ah well it's not bad.. any small house is fun my house is kinda large.. and no one is around.. so it's really fun for me oh ya have you seen The Proposal?? I cried Oh yeah I cried like a baby in the end of the movie Then I went like:  I'm gonna kill the writer *sniffs* *sniiiiiiiiiffs* for makin such a beautiful movie *sniiiffs* Then I watched it again and again and yes I cried again.. and again.. and.. again Why? Why??? Why you ask?? Because the way ... the waaayyy Rian Reynolds proposed to Sandra Bullock is exactly how eeeeeeevvverrryy woman in this world wants to experience!!! Noooooo... not the "in front of everybody" part, but the sincere look on his eyes.. the body language the way everything blended seems like at 1000 miles I can see him ... glowing in sincere and massive amount of love... which I know.. is just for her to say yes... I do...